Official (Title?)

Officially, this blog was started several months ago.  As in, I was supposed to be writing an essay, and therefore was finding random things to do that I could convince myself weren't completely useless.  And so I picked a title and pressed enter.
However, being the very indecisive and slightly insecure being that I am, I couldn't bring myself to actually write about anything.  (Which, in hindsight, was probably a good idea, since when trying to write a paper, I go more than somewhat crazy.)  And since then have started countless posts in my head, actually tried to write a few, and gotten nowhere I was satisfied with.
I have now convinced myself I am taking a different tact, namely, not over-analyzing each sentence after it is written. So hopefully, once I get to the bottom of this, I will click that enticing orange button and you, whoever you are, will get to read my first official blog post.

Because I chose the title when I did, it reflected my longing to slip out of myself and into cyberland, to escape my responsibilities.  Then later, I thought it was ironic, because I was bored and wanting nothing more than to fast-forward, not pause, whatever amounts to my life in the real world.  Now, I'm not really sure, because I'm not bored or stressed, just feeling too lazy to change it.

Now, I've been reading a bunch of things about how to write a good blog, just because I'm the kind of person who is not quite comfortable enough and knowledgeable enough to stick a bit of herself out on the internets without thoroughly researching it first.  However, I am determined to finish this now instead of coming back to it tomorrow (later, technically) with a different mindset and the resulting unwillingness to post something that doesn't feel like it fits me wherever I am.
So, even though I was planning on writing something thought-provoking about what goes on inside my head (if there is such a thing), it is late and I am lazy.  Welcome to my world, real or not, or most likely somewhere in between.
Good night, blogverse.